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| you know how they say, "try your hardest and you will [excel, succeed, be a millionare, blah blha blah , etc]" i am beginning it's a line they feed you so that they can laugh at your dumb face for eating it hard. It's another way of deteriorating your self esteem, which i have none at this point. So ya, I say kill all the smart people...ya you heard me. the rage is on.
Okay fine, don't kill anyone. I'm just..jealous..let's just call them faggots instead.
ya and my life sucks even harder now, I can't have any sugar. I have been having major allergic reactions lately with these sugary things. but it's not really an allergic reaction, i dunno how to explain it and you don't want me to go into detail of what my body is going through at this point. ya, so no more sugar anymore. life sucks. bio sucks. nerds suck. i suck. sugar sucks. feta cheese sucks. ochem sucks. sleepying too much makes me depressed sucks. my computer sucks. my professors suck. my gpa sucks.
butttt....wonderbread rules! galvonize by chemical brothers rules!
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| ya so quarter/school started again for a while now and I am already behind. It's the beginning of the second week and i am already behind..this sucks. Anyways, so I have been thinking...i really want to learn how to play the piano. I am thinking about acutally taking classes this summer along with some farsi classes. I have to remember to take them though :). Anywhoozers, nothing really interesting happening, i am reading the da vinci code, it's amazing. I really like it. I am a big fan of reading again, scary but true. ya...that's about it. hope your days are more interesting than mine...now i go back to biochemistry :)
and remember folks, never take anyone or anything for granted...take your days and fulfill them with whatever that makes you happy | | |
| i miss my friends, i want them back now...and i want university to give me my phd now too :D | | |
| "damn homie in highschool you was da man homie, what the hell happened to you"
for some reason that phrase keeps repeating in my head throughout the day, and I have come to realize why this is so. Because i Had a future in highschool, I must admit I did pretty well. But now look at me, I'm praying that I will pass Ochem..damn homie, what did happen to me?
stupid college, it's like, if you don't go, you are fucked and if you do go you are fucked, it's a double edged sword waiting for you to get stabbed all because you want to become some shomoe when you get older...you selfish bastard...oh well on more week
but i seriously hope that I do pass Ochem, i don't want to be a quarter behind :( | | |
| As I look through xanga, facebook, friendster, myspace, and the persian version of friendster (orkut), I have caught myself reading people's "about me" a lot. Usually, I go straight for the pictures and search for hot guys. Now I changed my preference and I realized something. How stupid I am for wasting my time on these things. It's not so bad if you look at it once a day, but me, I look at it maybe at least 20 times a day (i'm not exaggerating). But after reading a couple, I really need to get my act together. I need to get into medschool. When I look back, I don't want to say "I could have tried harder and got in." I have to give my 120%. I am sick of this. I am tired of slacking and wasting my time with stupid things and sleeping every chance I get. I need to get into a California MedSchool. Writing that gives me chills down my back, because it will be by far the hardest thing I will ever work towards for the rest of my life. But once I am there, there is nothing else to worry about. So here I go, wish me luck, and I'll try not to choke. | | |
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